gonna smile because i deserve to.
October 2010
54 posts
stress overload
found myself breaking down today. to have smart ass comments, cold shoulders, people questioning my honesty, and then just annoying as fuck people on top of 8 hour & 5 days a week disney rehearsal, dance team, online classes, friends, family, debut practices, and shit is just taking a toll on me. & then having this stupid eye thing that makes me almost blind and one eye and gives me a hard time when i drive or open it is just the icing on the cake. -_____-. k bye. sorry, i’m just venting. bye.
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Honestly, more women need to be smart like this chick.
j1:
Forcing yourself into someone’s life isn’t the best option. If they want you, won’t have to force yourself in.
I learned this the hard way. I’ve lost something that was once great in my life because of trying to force the issue or…
it would be best for everyone
to just not bug me right now.
today should've & could've been a perfect day.
i had so much fun at my disney traditions orientation today!
i can’t believe i got paid to do that.
that is all :)
i officially start working at disneyy...
TOMORRRRROWWW!!!!!!!
nervous & excited :] i’m gonna go figure out what i’m gonna wear now!
“At times it’s hard to feel blessed, in this madness..”
—J. Cole, Hold It Down (via ecklectic)
Prelude to a Kiss
Alicia Keys
perfect. putting this on my life soundtrack cd.
so i tried studying with classical music on since it worked for me before,
but all i could think about was dancing that would go great with this music.
and then i fell asleep…hahaha
THE ARTSY PART OF ME TENDS TO MAKE ME DISTRACTED SOMETIMES :/ y’know what i’m sayinn?
i wanna get another tattoo.
just got a bag of hot fries & my package of boots that i ordered online.
:]
i finally got the chance to watch the last glee episode that i missed
i cried basically the whole episode.
“God, grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference” —(via kiiitkaaat)
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference” —(via kiiitkaaat)
hmm yuuuuuuuup
…
this morning i woke up to my mommy asking if i wanted to get my nails done and finding out that my other brother, allen, was home! what a great start to a wonderful day :]
we went to the puente hills mall cause my mom needed to get a dress and my brother needed clothes for the wedding that we’re going to tomorrow, and while we were there i decided to get my business clothes for my disney orientations (which are in exactly ONE week!). while we were at the mall i ended up finding these cuuuuuute boots from ross for $22 and my mom bought them for me. then my mom and i went to get our nails done upstairs while my brother and dad waited for his suit to be tailored. after that we went to eat pho! funny family conversations over delicious, stinky foood. <3
ahhhhhh ;] today was a great day!
last night was soooooo eventful!
basic gist:
- didn’t have morning practice, so i slept in.
- got my pillow pet
- went to the win as usual
- went to el pollo loco with the team
- went to practice
- contemporary was cancelled
- went to nicki’s BEAUTIFUL apartment in fullerton (i wanna move there)
- got chocolate wasted with my team
- bonded with my team over life stories
- as i was balling my eyes out we find out that nicki’s restroom flooded, so we start to drunkenly clean hahahahahha
- made new friends!
- went home
- slept a little
- then woke up and puked my life out HAHAHAH.
OMG <3 crazy times.
Best For Last
Adele
Adele - Best For Last
you can never go wrong with this song. gooood rainy day music if you ask meeee :]
“Don’t spend time beating on a wall, hoping to transform it into a door.”
—Coco Chanel (via quote-book)
i got paid today
you know what that means right?
I’M GETTING MY PILLOW PET.
dundundun. pictures will be taken, uploaded, and showcased. stay tuned, folks.
Cosmic Love
Florence And The Machine
Florence and The Machine- Cosmic Love
just cause it’s been stuck in my head all dayyy
